My Life with a HUGE Illegal Mind Implant

 Had the same problem , a near chaotic "dream" , it was more intense before typical wake up time , i can't remember what it was , usually it is common theme , so i figure for now it is nearly automated , yesterday they also talked about that thing in the skull , they are "certain" it is 40 years ahead (2007 estimates) , i don't even know whether i can go to an MRI scanner , it could explode , how it could react should it be programmed as such , who ever will do anything wrong (It is greece!) and of course if detected whether those operating in the process will call the cops so i am bye bye!  They are going crazy whenever i declare no more internal consumption of alcohol , they seem to check a lot alcohol levels along with thought intercepted who is also "logged in" patterns probably recognized and as messages of sorts , body language , how my brain is visualizing and echoing , whether any "god forbid" thought independent fits their patter...

 Watched 2012 some movie clip 'Authorized' on youtube , makes me wonder who really sees me as a hamster and who as some Yellowstone awaiting and one day ONE DAY this will go off , drown conservative and liberal America so that he as a new Noah will establish his own Eden , all fine babes i trust and drone boys HE (she?) recruited 1 by 1 from his fav dark blue see academe before all academies blue red or 'I had nothing to do with this shit!' shut down leaving America educationally leaderless from the blue collar to the oval office to 'Man this Smartphone has to be built by an alien not designed by an American and made in china! I simply can't use this brick!'... OF COURSE!  If i am a hamster they are more like sardines thinking they are piranhas of soul , passions , vice , needs , fatty ones may even figure they are great white sharks or these orca whales! Whatever keeps these them intelligence in the water and close to this nature of things in this Bermuda T...

 ...And as i was saying , CIA in one more untold scheme attempted to use a tribe's convictions against themselves , turn some guy from a nearby tribe to a prophet put him in power gain all kinds of lithium , gas , gold blah on rights. Anyways , the plot works out , tribe leader gives up all drilling and mining rights , the tribe itself quits on the land quietly for the grand prospect of becoming belly dancers , waiters , drug dealers , old men and women begging on the street , from hunter gatherers one more happy day in this pretty sunny african capital. Filled with guilt , or because they could tell the truth one of the guys behind this concept tells to the prophet tells he was nothing more than a product , their own device so the prophet can go his own way. -Man , i tell you it was all a big plan to get these people outa here , thank you so much see this loli pop? All yours now u go your way. - Why i always knew u gonna say that? It is not much of a joke but i guess what if you a...

I think whatever is still my thought insulting my senses and reasoning is one thing insulting the beliefs of over 2 billion registered christians is another , forcing me cursing under alcohol influence is not nice either for some with god complex to prove they know their game , again the question stands is this how these guys learned to fly planes the size of 747 not including that death is better than this life whatever I may call it? It implies only interconnected interests bypassing or using Intel agencies so they have the gift of making their moves as they please? What's next a sexual scene with Muhammad next time in what is called a vision?will I finally see his face? Who ever that is don't do that again you do not respect me at least respect the faiths of others or the right to have faith a silly count on this hint of hope , while obviously b4 u get involved in my case u have lost on trust on man kind and institutions seeking peace further edging a system and post WWII or...

 I know royal treatment is out of the question after long 20 years or so but if someone could tell "Virgin Maries" in this here delicately to treat me a bit better mainly when i am trying to relax or sleep i would really appreciate it. If u can't or won't well it is ok , i had to type it somewhere. What they did to me and this morning was simply awful.

 It relaxed a little bit now , i had spasmodic head moves between 09 and 11 30 AM local time , they were looking to prove they manage the local market here , but it seems they are looking to sell some time of a marketing model to someone else as well. Mostly listening to local language , nothing proves they are locals and if they are they care about them. Bought wine. It is confirmed for the millionth time they are using it A. To compromise me B. To make or maintain some kind of deals. 

 Is this how this martyrdom bullshit began after 1991? You use shrinks and 24 7 all the way to hell push and war of nerves so that he thinks the only way to survive is to die thus since this sin is that great he will meet his maker...Do i have to also have some kind of mother fucking credentials? Does my god have to know english according to u? Where the fuck u think u will go when u will die and rot in that coffin , or cremate?  Where the fuck u believe in this after life thing? U seem to count of ever lasting corruption and to the parts i come from more than whatever u may be preaching as vision and law and order... Since , if this corruption is gone , u r dead... Your cause is gone... And that law and order thing u r preaching while breaching all known morales known to the western man primarily and later on to the hans , then to the niponesse , then to the koreans and now to this old world... Go fuck yourselves!  And yes may god save the united states of America...FROM...

 Msg to the White House : I am writing this for the record , grandma's family was poor , mother was raised in an orphanage , dad was as he says kicked out by his own parents age of 8 but the man never talked too much , nor did she , had some glimpse which were more like "tests" about the age of 8 or 10 but i am not certain , family environment behind closed doors was suppressive , moody at best from sunday to monday , isolated no true social interactions , and violent usually during studying. Bitch for a nazi german queen had left her imprint in that manner , but i have to take it all the way , if someone managed to use his toy well hidden in the nazi camps or somewhere in northern germany then time has matured not long after paper clip and how proud America was beating the russians on the moon that this occurred as a pet project for the pre post junta elite to keep control anyhow or simply mess with , 80s and 90s technological progress along with further embedding "...

 Apart from the fact i may be proof for them to lose everything they have tried one way or the other to grasp as fortune and fame it could be the death nail for the party that provided them initial cover and access to that thing. I will not type this again.

 Usually this idiotic thing inside my head seems to be working irregularly after 20 years i am almost certain local underground state does not have direct control , someone is looking to keep the keys among in other and keep the weep or simply unleash the automated beastie well hidden between huge computers or his fucking laptop , i sincerely hope i wont have one more accident so that he will scare shitless who ever is participating willingly or not reminding everyone that apart from "training" them how to do locally or continentally their dirty business and avoid prosecutions this is also an awkward highly advanced and legally hostage crisis!  Anyways i intend not to buy anything from tomorrow to 10th of september , it is not only wine consumption and brain waves he must be also monitoring digital transactions if this goes that big even crypto coin so called anonymous , vpn u name it so if it gets closer to him or her to prove he has the management skills and the team for th...

 Usually this idiotic thing inside my head seems to be working irregularly after 20 years i am almost certain local underground state does not have direct control , someone is looking to keep the keys among in other and keep the weep or simply unleash the automated beastie well hidden between huge computers or his fucking laptop , i sincerely hope i wont have one more accident so that he will scare shitless who ever is participating willingly or not reminding everyone that apart from "training" them how to do locally or continentally their dirty business and avoid prosecutions this is also an awkward highly advanced and legally hostage crisis!  Anyways i intend not to buy anything from tomorrow to 10th of september , it is not only wine consumption and brain waves he must be also monitoring digital transactions if this goes that big even crypto coin so called anonymous , vpn u name it so if it gets closer to him or her to prove he has the management skills and the team for th...

So while the real boss is hiding somewhere between 2 continents and over 10 supposedly autonomous legislative systems , best case someone will call me crazy in greece , indifference in the USA , probably some sci fi inspired novel which i read , it will be buried in this here , does his or her poop and get away with it counting on the endless faults of an underground system we formally have to hold dear since , if anything that close go out whatever we perceive as security reason to live or die for and cherish goes away , essentially who ever that is one or more scattered mainly in the developed world is working underground inner state connections day and night to create his own Nazi inspired American Empire with US State Expenses and not only. He sounds more a politico corporate moriarty freako than any ideologue who once believed or pretended believing and in humanity until he has been in some DARPA lab and said 'O la la i found my own cash machine in the brain of a hamster!'...