I may have to do the PET CT Scan this thing either hurts , or gives me imbalance , or gives me the creeps out of no where , or it is jamming whatever even mistake i will make while interacting with a so called normal or non implanted maybe human being.

 I would not call it an an upgrade from no life 20 years ago i have a fucked up life.

Whoever forced or keeps forcing me on drinking alcohol he is trying to drown his or her guilts along with me and should anything happen to me bad luck or gods will or my dumb will.